i don't even know where to start the story from ..
but now that i noticed it , i was always the one waiting ,
i wait for dates . i wait for texts , i wait for calls , i wait for promises to be fulfill ..
he once said "the day will come"
well just last night i found out bout something that is far from that 'day'
and must i point out he used the word 'will'.. ?
i cried , immediately , i actually felt the pain in my chest ,
this pain , it's the same as the first time i felt it ,
when me ex lied and cheated on me ,
(whats worst innocently and happily holding hands , laughing and dating with that girl in front of me the very next day )
oh only God knows how heartbreaking that was ..
and now , again , last night ,
the guy i thought who would never hurt me like my ex did ,
actually had ..
but with this i also knew ,
it's not simply as a simple 'crush' as i thought it was , feelings were nurtured ,
i really did fall for this guy ..
i fell for this guy who is funny , caring , a good listener and etc etc ,
much more to say bout him ..
his personality charms me and before i knew it i already am falling for him ,
thought i had the chance when he made his confessions as well ..
but then ,
sudden disappearance , no texts , no calls , no nothing ,
we lost contact just like that and finally last night i knew why ,
wasn't a pleasant feeling i must say ..
oh and my bad , didn't even mention my friend , Rachel ,
who was there for me cheering me up ,
although i get the feeling i'm annoying her with my dramas ,
but at the moment ,
it was no mistake at all calling her the moment i started crying , :')
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