Thursday, 15 May 2014

Love Letter ?

Hey I know this is cheesy, but please don't judge.

Here goes :-



He when smiles make me smile,
He who could give me butterflies,
He with one simple good morning could make my day brighter,
And every time I see him,
It's like falling in love all over again.

He's not romantic but he is sweet in his very own way,
He's not clingy but he respects me,
He is sometimes rough but always soft talking to me,
He makes me feel special when he treats me differently from his peers,
Never he said words that offends me,
But always words that flatters me,
Even as friends he could give me a sense of security,
What's best is that I believe he brings out the best in me.

He may not know but,
I truly appreciate how he once made me feel protected,
I appreciate the times when he was there when I thought nobody was,
I appreciate him for once being that wonderful listener of mine,
to take all my complaints, my tantrums, my hurts and disappointments,
I appreciate it all very much for he was once the only person I could express myself wholly,
But what I appreciate most is his very presence by my side at the moment,
In my life.

It's not a mere crush,
I fall in love, over and over,
And he was different.
He gave me a feeling nobody could,
Feelings indescribable with just words.

I adore him that much that I find myself constantly eager to meet him,

And because he is that special to me,
All the tears, memories and pain I once bared,
The time wasted waiting and hoping,
It all seems worth it.
It was painful then, but every thing is worth cherishing.

It upsets me sometimes, most of the time,
That I'm not courageous enough,
not confident enough at times,
I'm afraid of commitments.
I'm afraid of loosing this special bond between us.
It hurts me to know that I may had hurt him.

But,
I wanted to leave things as it be for the moment,
I believe that we don't have to be a couple to love each other,
I loved him, and I will always care for him.
If we're meant to be, we're bound to be together in the end.

It is just a cruel twist, bad timing of two people,
making what could have happen couldn't.
I'm with another guy at present,
A relationship where both family are fond and looking forward to,
I'm not sure how it'll go, how good it's gonna be,
Everything was a rush and before I knew it I've a commitment to hold.

However God has His way in everything,
so I'll believe only in Him.

*okay honestly I really really REALLY regret sending him this, he should never even be reading this, I just made myself pretty much very vulnerable in his eyes, but hey thanks to someone (a friend of mine), after a night full of chits and chats and tears and all that emotions I've been holding in for so long exploded, yeah it came flowing. 

 The fact that I sent him this text made me pretty embarrassed, I mean I literally bang my head the next day, it was like I was drunk or high at the moment to actually send this cheesy text, boo you dear friend for making me send this text (but I'll always love you :) )

 **I know some people might already labelled me as a cheater or a two-timer or a player and such. But I did none, yes he knows about my relationship and yes he knows I loved him more. But I didn't plan to drag it, I wouldn't expect him to wait, think I hurt him enough, he deserves better (and prettier, ha-ha). For the time being I'm trying, to lose that feeling a bit, give space to the new guy. I hope that when if possibly he finds someone (which I'm secretly hoping not), he'd be happy. Sounds cliche? But I mean it, honest. If he's happy then I'm happy. (tho I'm not the reason :(  ). Always be cherished in my heart.

#Love4107


Thursday, 8 May 2014

Your birth date secret.


Hey readers, go on reading to know if it matches. :)

If you're born on the 1st, 10th, 19th or 28th of any month you are number 1
If you're born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th or 29th of any month you are number 2
If you're born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st or 30th of any month you are number 3
If you're born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd or 31st of any month you are number 4
If you're born on the 5th, 14th or 23rd of any month you are number 5
If you're born on the 6th, 15th or 24th of any month you are number 6
If you're born on the 7th, 16th or 25th of any month you are number 7
If you're born on the 8th, 17th or 26th of any month you are number 8
If you're born on the 9th, 18th or 27th of any month you are number 9



Number 1

You're smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous person on competing basis, kind-hearted, have a bad temper, friendly, popular. Always want to be regarded as first on any people position, like to be independent, refuse to be under others, high self confidence.
You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will only get married when matured. You're likely to have problems with people who have opposite views.
You're most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You're a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.
If you're a guy you will be very popular that everyone will have mental attraction and respect towards you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous issues. But in life you will always have people who'll work hard to bring you and your name down. Because of your smart and sometimes arrogant attitude you will be hated by some people.
Your family life is very cool, you'll have a very nice spouse and wonderful children
You are pioneer, independent and original. 
Your best match would be number 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7.

Number 2

No matter what, you will be loved by everyone because your ruler is the moon and every one loves the moon. You daydream a lot, you have very low self-esteem and self-confidence, you need back ups in every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable, you'll change according to time and circumstances, sometimes selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication.
Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody should expect changes in you. You can be the next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace and love or you can be the next Hitler who wants to destroy peace.
If you really have deep thoughts about your beliefs in God you could feel the difference that'll make you stronger. Most of the time your words turned to become a reality, in other words without your knowledge you can predict situations. You will become a poet, writer, any artistic path.
You are not strong in love, so you'll be here and there till you finally settled down and get married.
If you're a girl you will be the responsible woman in the family. If you're a man you will get involve in fights and arguments in the family or vice-versa. You will sacrifice your life for the sake of your family, the family person.
You are gentle, patient, intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, a well-balanced people who don't always want to be under the spotlight.
Your best match is 2, 5, 9 and no other people can put up with you.

Number 3

You are hard-hearted, selfish most of the time, very religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problem with your family in your early adulthood but you will put up with everything. You have strong word power, pretty happy face. So wherever you go you get what you want. Since birth you always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.
When you reach adult age you would want people younger than you to listen to you, you hold 'the young should respect the older' principle. 
Generally you are not a cool person so it's not easy to deal with you. You're a tough player, but once you start a liking on someone then it will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from other people. 
Your life is always filled with lots of worries and problems but it's not always a long time basis.
You'll have brilliant kids. You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless tryouts.
If you are a guy you will spend your life time being kind and generous, looking after your family and helping your peers. If you are a girl then you have a good character overall with a hardworking attitude. You always follow, you hate being control, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty, hope and joy to the world.
Your best match would be 6 and 9. Good match 1,3 and 5.

Number 4

You're a stubborn person, very hard working but luck is often not on your side in many important matters in life, very cool, helpful, very rough in words which may put people away from you, you may cause nuisance to other people but you often understand people and their problems well. If you are a girl you are good in studies and arts. If you're a guy you'll spend most of the time flirting and chasing girls, you love hanging out having fun with friends and girls.
Be aware of who your real friends are as many will waste your time and money and later on move on with their life leaving you at your worst. But you love to spend anyway. You are always there to help those in need. 
You fall in love easily during your early adulthood. You often live with disappointments like unable to get a job or such, but you will take good care of your family regardless. You should only be careful with people trying to take advantage of your generosity. 
You are radical, patient, persistent, a bit old-fashioned, you live with a foundation and order.
Your best match 1,8 good match 5, 6 and 7.

Number 5

You are very popular, you are able to get things done by just talking, even with your enemies. You have a pretty good business mind, you're a person of spontaneity. You'll be famous if you start a business, get involve in share dealings, music industry and such. Very popular with sense of humor, you are the one your family and friends turn to to seek for help, and you'll always be the one to gain credit in helping them. You will be involve in more than one relationship but after settling down you'll start being selfish. Your other half will have pretty much control of you, so be careful as you tend to go for other relationships. You are someone who could get along with anybody. 
You love freedom and changes, an explorer, you learn life through experience.
Your best matches are number 1, 2, 9 good match 6 and 8

Number 6

You love to enjoy yourself, don't care what others think. You'll be good in either studies or career. You are talented, kind but only to those who knows you well, very beautiful, popular and very lucky in life. All the goodness comes with you. Your mind and body are made perfect for love. 
You are lovable and loved by everyone else. If you are a guy you will experience many puppy love relationships until you finally settle down in a marriage. If you're a girl you tend to get married or engaged early.
You are a caring person. Generally you will lead a very good and happy family. You are a person of compassion, comfort, justice, responsibility.
Your best match would be 1, 6, 9 good match 4, 5.

Number 7

You are realistic, very confident, happy, a talented individual in studies, music, arts and acting too. You face real problems with a bad temper.
If you are a girl you are popular with the subjects listed above. You'd give up things for your parents, you value your family a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age.
If you are a guy you are very popular with girls, very talented too.
Will face many problems in your marriage life, only a few are happy. You have everything you need in life but you'll always fill lacking of some sort and face worries all your lifetime. You need to get ready looking for your other half rather than waiting. If you don't you'll end up single a long time.
You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person. You are born to contribute loads to the world.
Best match would be 2, good match 1 and 4.

Number 8

You have a strong personality, no one understands you fully. You are more likely to suffer at your early ages (poverty). If unlucky you might loose either parent or end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life. You will face numerous problems in life, hard to further your studies but you learn life the practical way. You are the who will fight for justice. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends but most of the time you live life alone. Always prepared to help others. Once you get married all your bad lucks would go away. 
You are someone with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you up the success ladder. You are a great part of a family team, you're a fighter.
Best match would be 1, 4 and 8. Good match is 5.

Number 9

You are incompatible to other people. You are strong, physically and mentally. You have big goals in life and you'll work hard to achieve that goal. You will need to struggle and suffer more in your early ages. But when you achieve what you dream, you will be well respected by society. 
You are a person who can face challenges and successfully solve the matter. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents or get involve in fights, always filled with bruises and cuts. But when you grow mature you become the calm and macho type of person.
Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or accounting jobs because people around you trusts you. Your family life is also good, but you will constantly have worries over your children. 
You are patient, very wise and compassionate. Born to achieve goals and serve every one equally without prejudice. You are a role model to anybody in your surrounding and a great inspiration as well.
Best match would be number 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match is number 2