July already , hmm first term exam is getting closer , 4 months plus that is ..
studying here for almost two months , i must say is not that bad as I expected ,
I made some new awesome friends , all of them are so cute .. ^^
studies are so far so good , but I must say my chemist lecturer is real fast in giving lectures , imagine being in chapter 5 in only a month plus . I don't even remember the topics (awesome student here) \m/ .
Lately kan (rojak language) , number of boys making their confessions is quite surprising (coincidentally at the same week as well) , I mean look at me , I don't have a pretty perfect face (dark and pimples everywhere) , I don't have a hot slim body , yet waw . Hrm I'm not even sure whether they're sincere or simply fooling around . There's this mister A first (but he's out of the list already, we're now besties) , mister E , mister H and mister J , making their confessions , but hey what so you say you like me , wanna be in relationship with me , but does that mean I 'must' agree ? If you guys really cared you would see that everyday asking me what's my answer , everyday pushing me to accept you , very annoying guys , -,- .
But again there's a few boys out there who didn't propose any intention bout a relationship yet , they simply flirt around , play around (especially this mister F, i must say he's cute and charming in his own way). Hey I like it better that way , rather than making me to accept you .
Besides to be very honest , I'm actually still waiting , for a special someone , he's not anymore close , and yes probably he might already have that special person in his heart , but I'm not giving up just yet , I mean who knows it'll pay off , "good things come to those who wait" , 3 years he said (his studies) , well for the time being if I can't find someone who suits me like him , then being single it is .. saying all these , I'm missing him more and more , his smile is what captivates me , if only I could get the chance to see it again (fantasy) , ima wait patiently till the day comes , but still I'm afraid though , that what if he found a girl he needs , a girl who suits him better . Hmm can't be too serious too right ?
Wonder how you're doing there , he's busy I'm busy , neither of us had text each other as frequent as we used to , I miss you la babe , I miss the sweet conversations we used to have , if only he knew kan that i still love him . I'm not gonna tell him those three words again , but inside I'm hoping he would know .. "please don't be in love with someone else , please don't have somebody waiting on you"(song lyrics by Taylor) . hmm , take care alright , bless you and love you dear ..
it's 12.39 pm already , it's my birthday today , sweet 18 Michelle .. :)
my wish , that everything is gonna turn out just fine , for me , my family , my friends (near and far) , and for everyone i cared .
May God bless all of you .. <3
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