Current Job: Raising Fats

Yo, 

So we're coming to the end of September already. How's your month coming by? Mine can only be described as hectic. Hectic but boring. Emphasis on the boring part. Hectic because the last two weeks I got really occupied about handling all the documentations and stuff for my University application. Boring because my life routine isn't changing much (wake up, mind the store, house chores, make dinner, sleeping)

Okay talking bout Universities, I'd done my pleading thrice, and yet still no news. So I kinda gave up, like heck maybe I'm not meant to be enrolling in Universities. Right now I'm looking through all the other choices available, all the other possibilities, say a job or something. So for the time being, perhaps another long time. I'm still under the wings of my parents, still living in my comfy nest. 

Ahh the weather is really hot and dry lately, can't imagine how worse it would be in the peninsular. So for health sake, drink lots of water okay. Especially to those who spend more time outdoors.

The weather's too hot for me to write anything of interest, plus me being very lazy and beaten by this heat, and besides, still living in your bubble does not include any interesting life stories to be shared. Soo that'll be all folks. :)

Take caree .

Oh hey wish me luck in my upcoming interview next month !

Facts About Me

Soo lately there's this "Facts about me" spiraling around facebook, instagram, wechat and such. So I figured why not give it a try, and since it's my blog, it's quite a long list. Huh. But here goes nothing.

1. I don't believe in love at first sight, like how can you fall in love with someone you just met?

2. I'm really bad at lying, totally suck at it. Because whenever I even start telling a lie, my lips go twitching and trembling so bad I thought my lips were going through a seizure, it was as if warning me to never speak lies. So, yeah.

3. I'm okay with studies, academic. But I'm a little slow on deep conversations. Like I'm the type of person who gets the joke five minutes after, and sometimes; never.

4. Introvert, definitely an introvert. My extrovert qualities only exists when I'm with my close ones.

5. Has this unique interest on human psychology, secretly love to read people. Don't ask.

6. I do so very much love reading.

7. I write too (on occasions, like when I have nothing better to do)

8. I have zero girlie girl fashion sense.

9. Black, I love everything dark. I don't do bright colors.

10. No that does not mean I love being in the dark.

11. And no, I'm no emo or goth or whatsoever. I just find black beautiful, elegant, mysterious; basically it covers a lot. Give me a combination of blue and black? Divine !

12. Love horror movies but never brave enough to watch one alone.

13. I'm a huge fan of hoodies and sweaters, though I don't own much.

14. Sneakers over flip-flops (or heels)

15. I don't play hard to get, I just take relationships seriously.

16. Patience is one quality of mine that I'm proud of.

17. I don't mind waiting rather than being wait for.

18. I always make inside comments about people around me, never spoken aloud. You don't want to go there.

19. Love adventures, a definite major love for adventures. So I would really like to travel around.

20. The obedient one,  I don't talk back. Unless when necessary, like when you're wrong and I'm right. But I'll still zip it if it wasn't worth the argument.

21. I give in to arguments easily even if I was wronged. I find defending myself very tiring.

22. I'm not cold, I'm just really not good at socializing, in which I'm working on.

23. Lifeless without music.

24. I become a little bit crazier when I'm tired, weird but true.

25. During any karaoke session, I am five percent singing, 95 percent shouting lyrics. Hah !

26. If I suddenly start singing when I'm with you, that pretty much tells you that I am comfortable
with your presence.

27. If I don't like you, it's a torture for me to pretend otherwise.

28. Dislike being in a crowd, it feels suffocating. So I tend to avoid crowded areas.

29. A good listener, but not really good at self expressing. So if ever I'm sharing or venting my feelings to you, that definitely means I trust you.

30. Had this huge weird obsession with mayonnaise. I can literally eat any food with mayonnaise.

31. A collector, I collect stuff with sentimental values.

32. Can't sleep without the lights off.

33. Can't sleep without any covers.

34. Fantasizes and daydream a lot, which some had become in writings.

35. Love kids, only problem is I don't know how to cope with them.

36. Love sitting in a car, taking a ride (not behind the wheels tho), I find it very relaxing.

37. Hate sitting in a car for too long (the irony, haha).

38. Dislikes people who raises their voice unnecessarily.

39. Love cuddles. Who doesn't? :)

40. Dreamed to be something big tomorrow but then not wanting to stand out either.

September Blues

Yo, 

Soo... It's now day three of September already, how's your day so far? 

I gotta say my September started off really, really bad. Ughh.

Could you imagine having a boyfriend that breaks up with you via his mom? Like he told his mum, his mum told my aunt, my aunt passed the news to me. Oh my God! What the hell dude? You left me hanging for two months now, and you ignorantly ignored ALL my text and calls, and suddenly you told you're mom the relationship ended because it's not working out?? You were not even trying for goodness sake. I was so dumbstruck about it I don't even know what to say. I had never expect you to be this kind of guy. 

They say you have found someone else; so? Cheating? I get that a lot, I got used being cheated on in my past. So why the freaking hell did you not tell me that yourself? Like two months ago would be nice. Damn you, I was honestly worried sick when you suddenly disappeared. 

So now that I know the reasons behind all the cold treatment. I felt jumble of emotions, mostly pissed though, a definite major pissed off. Was it really that hard to speak up and break up with me the good way? Pfft and you called yourself a grown matured man. Your action speaks otherwise. 

Hmm, I don't hate you. But let's just say I lost all respect for you, and meeting you again would be the last thing I wanna do on my do-nothing-day. 

Stride On, EnyLa